Jes' reminding you, guys. The kiriban deal is still valid.



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Now for a small rant again. Not the standard, philosophical ones mind you. Today I'm just pissed. Pray tell, why do people take kindness, understanding, logic and negotiation for weakness?

I'm usually doing my very best for my friends, feeling a certain responsibility for them. I cheer them them up, play their advisor, smile even when I'm down...

Avoiding fights is my way of doing things - normally... When a fight is rising, I take the responsibility for calming things down, understanding and accepting the other person's opinion. I think it might give my "friends" the wrong picture, seeing as I suddenly get stepped on when I least expect it.

I rarely get truly angry too, but when I do, I scare myself. I know I should forgive them, especially since they've asked me to, but I just can't. Despite getting apologies, I could just as well grab a butcher knife and pay them a visit.

I don't know... I really can't forgive the feeling of being exploited, even though I want to. For that, I guess I owe those people an apology of my own.